90 Million Bux tonight!!!!!!!!

OMG 90 MILLION DOLLARS TONIGHT :)

no one won 50 million last tuesday so they jacked it up to 90 million tonight!

*drools*

Disorganised People

I went to 'school' today and my facilitator did not show up! How annoying! Last week she went on about starting on Monday the next week and today she did not even show up to class. Apparently she is teaching another group of students on Stradbroke Island............She could of checked her diary before telling the class there is a class aye! GRRRRRRR

Oh well at least there is no class for me!!! :). I can catch up with all my portfolios and other paper work and start looking for a job! There are lots of community work and I am getting pretty excited. It's been about a few months without any money and I really want some of my own now......to help pay bills and buy some things I really really want :D.

Have a nice day

Back in 'School'

Ah, it seems like a while since I last blogged. It has been a week and a half and already I feel like I have neglected my blog! I have been busy for the last few days studying and taking time out off the internet since I was on it 24/7 when I had nothing to do. I got about 4 more weeks when I finish this course I am doing. It is pretty intense - 8.30am to about 3.30 to 4pm....so it is a long day. We only get half an hour break for lunch and 2 ten minute breaks! So it's pretty full on. I love my course. I wish I did this earlier in my life instead of working in retail which really screwed me big time. Oh well, we have choices. I guess I chose the wrong one.

I haven't had other dreams lately besides the one I had (previous post) and another one that linked to it. It's kind of weird but I am adding it up. I hope that number 28 is not a date because I would be anxious.....it could be my judgment day. I hope nothing happens since I have so much positive things to look forward to. I already put my life on track and I want to pursue my goals and dreams and I don't want anything to push it back. If that happens then I am back to square one. I don't know. I want to pay this house off together with my partner and I want to buy things for the home to make it look more like a home if you know what I mean. It still looks like I still moved in...... Since losing my job....it hasn't changed. I still got just the bed.

I gotta study now! Still no work sucks! But I am getting there to getting a job. I guess no work doesn't suck as much since I had a think about what I really want to do. I think I am much happier.

Going back to School & Un-boring

Yes, I am going back to 'school' to do a crash course in a health field so I can become qualified again as an aged care nurse. I did not quite like it when I first started years back (I was young and scared hehe) but since I do have some experience and knowledge in the area, I think I will do well in it. Since there are many many baby boomers there are lots of jobs tee heee. I start next week. I am excited. I have been so bored for these past few months. Really bored.

So what I have been doing to unbore my unemployed self?

- learnt something new: well i had one piano lesson so far lol. I can play the first few notes of Taylor's Swift's "Love Story". I love that song tee hee.

- read lots of books: in my previous entry, I stated that I have been reading a lot of green books. I have been reading romantic novels and horror books. OoOO. Yes, I have been to the library a few times. I always pass the librarian currently working there everyday. I wonder what she thinks? "Woop...she's unemployed".

- caught up with family: since I have moved out, I haven't seen my family for a while. Now that I am unemployed, there is lots of catching up to do. I am there every weekend cleaning out my parents fridge. Do they know I am unemployed? NO WAY! It is kind of sus though :P. My little brother keeps on asking me questions .....ughhh

- writing a novel? - I was thinking of writing a blog (turning into a novel) about the lead up to my sacking under an anonymous name. But I don't know about this one.....I feel it's quite dangerous. I really want to tell my story. From this I have learnt that never ever ever let your guard down. .... .. .. .It went on for a long year *sigh*.

About my GOOGLE ADSENSE getting disabled. I can't be bothered appealing for it because my partner's adsense account got disabled too because we live in the same house? So unfair. I followed up many stories that relate to my situation. I guess we have no luck.

Is my life getting worse or what!!

I slept in until 9am today. Oh, I woke up fresh as a daisy. This was the best sleep I had in ages. I had my usual oat meal breakfast, a piece of toast and a cup of milk and the scuffed my way to my beloved computer. I turned it on and logged into straight into my gmail account. I love my gmail *ahhhhhh*. Until...........*drum rolls*, the first email I got was from GOOGLE ADSENSE:

Hello,

While going through our records recently, we found that your AdSense
account has posed a significant risk to our AdWords advertisers. Since
keeping your account in our publisher network may financially damage our
advertisers in the future, we've decided to disable your account.

Please understand that we consider this a necessary step to protect the
interests of both our advertisers and our other AdSense publishers. We
realize the inconvenience this may cause you, and we thank you in advance
for your understanding and cooperation.

If you have any questions about your account or the actions we've taken,
please do not reply to this email. You can find more information by
visiting
https://www.google.com/adsense/support/bin/answer.py?answer=57153.

Sincerely,

The Google AdSense Team

I am pretty annoyed and frustrated. I mean I was using this as my food income hehe.... I don't know how this happened. I only had it for about 3 weeks and I only made under $30 with my other blogger site. I don't know if anyone has fraudently clicked on the ads or if someone is out there to sabbotage meee!!!

Oh well, there is always better alternatives....like a finding a REAL JOB! *tear drop*.

Unemployed towards Green

One of the advantages of being unemployed *tear drop* is that you have to live within means. Since I have been doing nothing but looking for work here and there I have been heading to the library checking out books. The majority of the books are "green' ones and um one resume writing one. I skimmed and read through all of them - it's pretty common sense. For example, don't leave the light on when no one is in the room, use solar power instead of electricity and grow your own food instead of buying from the supermarket. Again, pretty common sense.

So what have I done prevent waste and save a bit of money (well my partner's money tee hee).

I have:

• only used the computer to gain internet access
• not watching tv during the day and sometimes night
• turning every single light off when not in use
• go to the fridge when it's actually lunch time and dinner time
• not spending on anything, just on NEEDS. $50 a week I have challenged myself. I made it down to about $40
• driving nowhere
• growing my own herbs. saving me $1.20 a bunch...i don't even need a bunch!
• changed all bulbs to CFLs. Now, that has made a big big difference
• no bathing *tear drop*, only a quick 4 min shower
• no more shopping on the latest clothes and SHOES *sighhhh*
• cut back on going to restaurants. instead I make our own dinners and lunches. I can soo cook!
• only wash one load of washing a week and that applies to dish washing - one full load of sink.

Okay, so I have contributed to doing some good deeds for the environment and saving money but I am beginning to smell and look like a bogan.

I am Self Sufficient - FAIL!

I am trying to be a self sufficient person. You know, someone that produces their own food. I planted a persimmon tree last month, (well really my partner did, I just stood there watching him) because I LOVE persimmon. It's so sweet and juicy and so damn expensive!!! It's normally $6 a kg or $2 each! A $2 fruit goes down my mouth in a split second! So it is really costly!

I don't know what I am doing wrong but I have been watering it......well mainly the rain these past few weeks and it has lost its LEAVES!! SHIT I can't do anything right.

About a month ago...with nice green leavesss. This will fruit in about 5 yrs time. I have to wait a while. Hopefully I have a job by then =P

This is TODAY. It's a twig!!!!!!!!!!